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Ok, so it’s time to finally make a change and stick with it. I’ve failed more times than I care to remember. The reasons for failing are many, but for the most part it’s a failure to commit to change. So here it goes. All the restrictions from previous blog post are in effect. Previous …

So, I feel the desire to reveal something that I’ve hidden from many people. When it comes to humans I find the female form visually appealing with one exception, female genitalia. I find them disgusting and wouldn’t want to put my penis anywhere near it. I find male genitalia to be more pleasing to the …

I’ve always hated it when people ask me how I’m doing or what my goals are. I’ve come to realize that it is because I have low self esteem. I don’t have any real goals in my life. I drift from one day to the next with hardly any changes or ambition. This is why …

Today I woke up at 6:30 a.m. so that I could get to work by 7:00 a.m. Once at work I prepped the meat counter for opening. We left early today around 2pm due to running low on meat and the customers making the owner mad. After leaving work I went to Tiger Safari for …

Ok, so I had a relapse. I need to discover what is driving me to eat as much as I am. Personally I believe I simply love the taste of food and just don’t want to give it up. I will be looking more deeply into this!!